nienie SG I'm crying and I don't know why I'm shaking and I don't know why I'm angry and I don't know why I feel like there is so much going on, but I don't know what any of it is. I don't know what to do. I feel so sad or something, and part of me wants to pick things up and throw them, and another part of me wants to crawl into bed and just cry. But I hate crying. It gives me a headache and I feel like crap for the rest of the day. So, I'm trying to stop crying, which just makes my chest hurt ... I don't want to feel this way. I don't want this feeling to be inside of me. I want to feel normal right now. I don't have anyone to talk to. I wish I had someone that I could talk to about this. I wish that an angel was there to listen to me and talk with me. I know i cant tell anyone,because i don't even know why myself..people will judge me and thinks that everything I say is fucked up and disordered and they won't know what to say to me. I don't blame anyone for that. They are just friends, not someone who really understands me. It's not their job to make me feel better.. I wish that I wasn't so emotion and bad tempered of everything.Im learning to be nice..im trying...very very hard..I wish that my heart didn't jump into my throat every time something bad comes up. Something like the feeling that everyone takes me for granted.. Something that i don't understand why myself.. I worry so much about who I am and how other people see me. And that's lame. Because I don't want to care what people think about me, and in a sense I don't. But in specific situations I really do. I wish that I could just be me. Ill leave the water running ,to hide the sound of my crying...
carpe diem jur SG The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost. True love is like ghosts, which everyone talks about but few have seen.
nienie SG How do you know if you are in love? That is an important question, and it has been asked as long as the sexes have interacted. But as you have probably figured out, there is no such thing as a love formula, nothing to tell you absolutely that you are in love, or that you are not. People may not remember what you said or what you did, but they will always remember the way you made them feel!!! Right?? I really wish to hear about how you guys out there feel about love?Do tell me about your love in the past or your dream for the future or issues and problems you have with your loved one. thank u =)
carpe diem jur SG cannot define love in any ways… just like i ask u wat is trust?? u know what it is but u cant explain… but love and trust have something in common… u have a choice…. u choose to love or not to love… u choose to trust or not to trust….
nienie SG Frenz think Im silly.. others think I'm stupid. Stupid to hold on to the love that never can come back, hold on to someone not worthy of my love. They think it's a pity, for me.. unable to face reality. I've waited for so long, for the one day I long to come, so that he would be back in my arms, once again.. I keep waiting.. And he did come back..but i was betrayed again.. for I do not want to deny my feelings. He hurt me deeply , but once loved me deeply too. God please play me out not I wish i never have met him And everything in my life will be complete
pipi & poot-poot SG Its not wrong 2 b practical.....but u cud b choosin a bad time 2 b practical....keke... nienie's startin anew yea ?
aHGer^83 SG nienie, dun worry. cry ur heart out. cry out loud. everything's gonna be fine. ur family is wif u. dun worry. losing a guy is not losing the world unless he means the world to u. losing him dun give u the rite to destroy urself. be firm n let him noe dat u r living better wif out him easier said den done? i tot so too.... but do try.
Siaobell SG i guess i'm in the same boat as u... everyone thinks i'm stupid too... becoz i refused to give up on a reln where my only gain from it was abuse and being looked down on... becoz i hold on to things that are so uncertain and may not turn out well in the future... BUT... don't wish that u have nver met..instead..take it as a memory..learn from it and be a stronger person. life's just like that...often we are hurt, things don't go well, but good things will often come out suddenly. cry it all out, though it causes a headache, but after the headache clear, u'll definitely feel much better
boy in blues SG i'm very serious. you seem to be suffering from severe depression. your friends can't help much with that. you need to tell a doctor all your problems who will refer you to a counseller and maybe a psychiatrist. you may also need some medication. this will take weeks or months to get over. do it now. are you sleeping and eating well? has your performance at school or work been affected? take very good care ok?
carpe diem jur SG ger.... things are getting worse for mi... i juz dont want to hold on any longer... will be ending everything when i've got the chance... i had to admit, i regret as much as u do and we know when love had faded, it've faded... at least we both know that we stil can decide for our own life for this once, right? when we have to make a choice, we know what we want (not need)... we know what it will take and we know what we wil lose and what that will cost... accept the implications of choosing... accept the fact that what we do will bring "something", and whatever that "something" is, we will be comfortable with it... It means you are the only one responsible and accountable for what happens.... reply mi and updates....
nienie SG Its not wrong 2 b practical.....but u cud b choosin a bad time 2 b practical....keke... nienie's startin anew yea ? trying to start anew... but its damm hard!!
nienie SG nienie, dun worry. cry ur heart out. cry out loud. everything's gonna be fine. ur family is wif u. dun worry. losing a guy is not losing the world unless he means the world to u. losing him dun give u the rite to destroy urself. be firm n let him noe dat u r living better wif out him easier said den done? i tot so too.... but do try. i know... but some times it can be real hard... haiz... after crying for so much, it dosent help either... going crazy... is there other way for me to try??
nienie SG guess i'm in the same boat as u... everyone thinks i'm stupid too... becoz i refused to give up on a reln where my only gain from it was abuse and being looked down on... becoz i hold on to things that are so uncertain and may not turn out well in the future... BUT... don't wish that u have nver met..instead..take it as a memory..learn from it and be a stronger person. life's just like that...often we are hurt, things don't go well, but good things will often come out suddenly. cry it all out, though it causes a headache, but after the headache clear, u'll definitely feel much better oh really... so sad to hear that... i'm sure u r suffering too... i know i'm stupid but wat can i do??? i do wish we had nv met... thankz anyway... hope u can feel better too... lifes still goes on...
